Thursday, April 14, 2011
In all honesty, I need an IV drip of Xanax and a few shots of tequila......STAT!!!!
What am I doing????
In less that 24 hours, I will be boarding a flight, with only a purse and a book. And my husband. Not 8 carry on bags, 2 car seats and 2 hyperactive children. I have been looking forward to this moment for the last TWO weeks!! Now I'm not even sure I can make it 'til 3:00 before I need a stiff drink. I've never even smoked, but I'm quite certain I might need a cigarette!
Why is this happening??
Why can't I just be EXCITED ?!? Why do I have to worry about every possible, HORRIBLE scenario that probably won't take place in my absence ?!? I thought I would handle this SO MUCH BETTER.
PLEASE, somebody tell me the world will not end because I am leaving my children for 3 days!!! Tell me there is not a huge possibility that some catastrophic event will occur, and it will be ALL. MY. FAULT !!
My poor husband. I sincerely doubt he needs a nervous wreck of a partly-intoxicated human being tagging along side him for the next 3 days.